“I hear it every day,” Rachel Pope, an obstetrician-gynaecologist and the head of female sexual health at University Hospitals, in Ohio, told me. “Many women really think that their reproductive potential doesn’t exist any more, which is not true.” In reality, you can’t be sure you’re in menopause – and therefore really done worrying about pregnancy – until you haven’t had a period for at least a year. For this reason, the Menopause Society recommends keeping a hormonal IUD in or continuing hormonal birth-control pills for a year after your last period, just in case.
Peri-menopause feels like pregnancy
To add to the confusion, some symptoms of peri-menopause – missed periods, fatigue, mood shifts – resemble early signs of pregnancy. Lisa Perriera, an OB/GYN and the chief medical director of the Women’s Centres, a group of abortion clinics across several states, sees women almost every month who are shocked to find that their body is still capable of getting pregnant. “I’ve definitely cared for my share of 47-year-olds that are like, ‘I just thought it was menopause,’ ” she told me.
Because women in their 40s may be expecting ageing-related changes in their body but not looking out for signs of pregnancy, many don’t realise they’re pregnant until 16 or even 20 weeks along, Perriera said. That’s what happened to Anne Ruiz.
Accidental pregnancies are relatively common among women in their 40s. Edwina Pickles
In 2017, the 43-year-old mum wasn’t experiencing any signs of peri-menopause but figured her window for pregnancy was closing fast. Her period had always been irregular, so she wasn’t overly concerned when it didn’t come for a month or two. By the time she started getting morning sickness and took a pregnancy test, she was almost four months pregnant.
Ruiz and her husband welcomed the news, but also felt overwhelmed. “It was probably maybe like 60 per cent excited and 40 per cent Oh my God, how are we going to start over?” she told me. She gave birth the next year and immediately got an IUD.
Facing a pregnancy at a time when you think it is no longer a possibility can be profoundly distressing. “I do see a lot of people shaken by it,” Pope said. “Having a pregnancy that’s not planned can be just so life-altering,” especially at a time when abortions are difficult or impossible to access in many US states.
A common first reaction is denial. After Christina Ficicchia started experiencing irregular periods, at 42, her gynaecologist told her she was in peri-menopause. So when she missed a period entirely, she assumed her menstrual cycle was on its way out. Then she started “feeling” pregnant – “after you’ve been pregnant a few times, you kind of know,” she told me.
Yet even after a positive pregnancy test, she asked her doctor to take an in-office test to confirm the results. After planning her first two children, Ficicchia struggled to wrap her mind around the choice that she now faced: “It was one that I realistically never thought that I had to make.”
Many women face extra distress because they know that being pregnant over the age of 40 comes with greater risks. The chance of miscarriage above that age rises to one in three, if not much higher, according to the Mayo Clinic. Pregnant people over 40 are also at a greater risk for preeclampsia, gestational diabetes, placenta previa, preterm delivery, hypertension, pelvic-floor injuries – “basically everything that could go wrong,” Pope said. Risks for Down syndrome and other chromosomal abnormalities also rise.
After talking with her obstetrician, Ficicchia ultimately chose to continue her pregnancy. Despite her heightened anxiety, she delivered her fourth child, Emmerson, at age 43 with no complications. Karr wasn’t so lucky. After she and her husband adjusted to the news, Karr told her other children to expect a new sibling, and even told her colleagues. Then, at her eight-week ultrasound, the technician told her the fetus had no heartbeat.
After finally having allowed herself to imagine another baby in her future, Karr was crushed. “I was pretty set with where I was in life and then this all happened and turned everything upside down,” she said. She is still trying to make sense of the loss, and dreads the weekly emails she still receives from pregnancy websites, telling her what to expect at each stage of pregnancy and advertising breastfeeding products. “If I’d known what was happening in my body, then this would have never happened,” she told me. “I was not informed.”
Of course, bodies can be confusing even for the extremely well-informed – for instance, doctors who spend their days explaining peri-menopause to their patients. When Pope missed her period in July and started feeling tenderness in her breasts, she had a hunch that she knew what was going on: peri-menopause.
At 38, she was on the early side. Still, she thought, “this is probably it,” she said. A spontaneous pregnancy seemed unlikely, given that she and her husband had used IVF for their two children and were planning on using it again.
“Then my husband, who’s a family doctor, was like, ‘Maybe you should check a pregnancy test,’” she said. In fact, Pope wasn’t peri-menopausal. She was five weeks pregnant.
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